apperciate it

every second every minute
you lost someone you love
like ME
well i never apperciate it before
whatever they gave me all this time.....
i'll take more and more and more never apperciate it before
i'm so regret....for what i did
especially lately...
i lost someone i like for 2 years...
i make a big lie to get him out of my life....
i'm such a fool
i wanted to wait for him but i just cant
i cant take it anymore
then both always fight using sms
i kept all the messages that he send to me
every night before i sleep i'll read it once
i dont care how much it hurt after reading it
it worth reading it
it give me a BIG LESSON.....